My @ss is red, my shoulders are relaxed ... floating a bit while i get some breakfast, finally. Bear comes down from the bedroom of the youngest and tells me he's already up. He had gone up to wake him and give W his meds. The floaty feeling now tempered with a bit of responsibility … Continue reading Saturday start
I've been frustrated lately, bordering on angry. Maybe more than bordering. I haven't been feeling very well and now a virus to boot! We've got plans for tonight, friend's anniversary party and i don't feel much like going. I have wanted less and less to do with socializing lately. I feel like it's more of … Continue reading Today – personal post
I'm feeling a bit 'off' today. Feeling like i'm not really here!?!? Does that make sense to anyone.... I'm walking around in almost a daze, just doing things, whatever needs doing but not really focused. I wish i could say it's just that my mind is elsewhere but my mind is always elsewhere! Trying to … Continue reading Weird Space
Just a jumbled mess of thoughts today, and hurried at that! I've been working out again like was the plan, I'm feeling great mentally .... I even tried 'testing' His resolve of the rule! Eeep! Hey, i might be a bunny but i'm part human too, what can i say!?!?! LoL It was a holiday … Continue reading Why rules …. in pain … rambling ….
My youngest sends me this today. I guess he has a certain idea about my personality, ya think??? No, I don't run around beating up fast food employees, but I don't back down from a fight, that's for sure! LoL The warrior is always here to protect the family. Do you think he knows how … Continue reading I think I have a rep! LoL
** A train of thought stemming from my last post. This is something that i have thought on, off and on for a while. It kind of baffles me at times to be truthful. But then everyone has a slightly different idea of what that is I think, there in lies the problem with labels. … Continue reading Submissive mindset
Mental health and self-care is a huge topic right now. Experts and online resources as well as tv shows all geared towards helping you understand the concept and realize its value. We hear it, agree with it and promise to treat ourselves better but do we? When i was young i was terrible at this, … Continue reading Self care, something many of us talk about but really don’t do much of.
https://youtu.be/u9Dg-g7t2l4 I heard this some time ago and I find it eerily comforting. I think it explains the what, 'silence', and the how to escape it. I think in one manner or another this is what we all feel when we don't feel connected. I will be back to this, there are many, many words … Continue reading Inspiration
Life and time had made me serious all the time. Having to take on the responsibility for everything left very little to laugh and giggle about. My mind was always preoccupied with the weight of it all. It felt like it was all on my shoulders. All mine to bear. Now we laugh, all the … Continue reading We laugh
A primal scream releases cortisol. Cortisol is a stress chemical that reacts with our hormones. When we release cortisol we feel less stress, our body and mind feels better. We enjoy BDSM, so ...... Scream my friends! We are not 'odd', perhaps we are just 'better adjusted'! 😉 ❤ *** BTW this is fact, not … Continue reading Rx BDSM