Bear and i have been doing really well incorporating D/s into the everyday i think. Things are feeling pretty good and even though we are not kinking it up 24/7 we are feeling pretty good about our 'places'. At least i think you are, right Bear?? Any loud impact play is still off the table … Continue reading Almost a fantasy
Our thanksgiving holiday is less than 2 weeks away. I'm not doing anything, we decided a few years back that due to my chronic issues i would no longer be hosting. If my physical situation changes than we will think again but until then, i'm done. This year Bear's youngest brother has decided to 'do … Continue reading Power exchange or peri-menopause??
There are plenty of things that go on in a day that have nothing to do with kink but they do have everything to do with my life. I'm not sure where this 'brain download' will go, if you choose to stick around, good luck! *chuckle* Every morning at 4:45 Bear gets up, He comes … Continue reading A day in the life
***** In case you are not interested in the more 'impactful' parts of my relationship, this post is not for you. I had a pretty awful sleep last night and it turns out that it was all for not! Let me explain, with both kids in school, finally, i find myself starting to daydream of … Continue reading Most definitely not fair! – (a kink post)
This is a bit of a complicated subject and i'm hoping to get my point across in the most simple of terms. I know there are plenty of nuances here so if i confuse, feel free to ask. i'm not trying to offend anyone but i do have a very specific way of looking at … Continue reading Punishments, funishments, rules and regulations …
One of the toughest parts of trying to keep this dynamic, this energy going, is the switching back and forth between life's responsibilities and focusing on the D/s. Sure if you are lucky enough to be at a stage in life where there is only the two (or more) of you to focus on then … Continue reading The back and forth dance.
** just thinking out loud ** My life is far from perfect, i'm far from perfect and so is Bear. Our dynamic goes through periods of high intensity and it also has times of low, slow calmness. It's never not there i'd say but it can certainly become very subtle. Then, after a while of … Continue reading Free falling
Today i'm feeling silly ... goofy ..... playful. There has been a lot going on but for some reason my mood is still as such. I've been reading about spankings and mindfulness and it has just reminded me of how long it's been since we've been able to get any real impact play in! UGH … Continue reading Today!
In our life Bear gets final say on everything. He listens to me, more than ever really, and He takes what i say into great consideration. Many times He agrees with me and once in a while He doesn't but the decision is always His. Except for one ... We haven't been able to do … Continue reading Sometimes the decision is mine, not His.
i set you down so you may look up. if I told you that the way you tilt your head back to meet my eyes is a fist. fingers entangled in hair a heart in curled fingers a punch to the gut via curled — Bear has always said there is something about my eyes ..... … Continue reading curled — (a reblog)