It has it’s up’s and down’s!

Good morning Sir, Happy Thursday! This isn't going to be a happy-go-lucky post today, I'm not feeling great and I thought I might as well document it here for both you and anyone reading who might want a full picture of what submission can look and feel like. It's not that there is anything wrong…

Escape

I need escape .... My mind is full My spirit running on empty I don't know the reason I don't know the why or what Things are changing, my body restless Bruises are back and the cold creeps from the outside in My body aches and my head wants to hide, buried deep in the…

Some Crazy Days

I was reading today a post that made me remember some of the dark days in my past. Not the really dark days, that's another blog entirely, but the dark days (at least as dark as I ever want to be) in my relationship with Sir, my marriage. We have been together about 22 years…

The joys of Menopause, and sex!

The title is sarcastic, just in case there is any confusion. This has been a particularly tough month(s). My body has had just about enough torment with the nursing home 'sleeping', Rotti carrying and now trying to play catch up on my healing with work and the wonderful monthly cycle accompanied by menopause. In the…

Confidence and Age = Sexy

I've always been very strange in this thought I know .... probably because of my history but I have never once thought that I would like to be young again, I have never once wished for the good old days .... Now I know when you are little you always wish to be bigger so…

Calling all readers …..

If you're standing on the outside and looking in and you have a question or just a curiosity feel free to email me and ask. I will try my best to give you my take on whatever it is! Sir does not ask for specific posts He just likes to know what's on my mind…

Some days …..

Some days I just don't like the way I look or how I feel. I'm not sure if it's part of the chemicals of menopause, changing my body, making me feel awkward and making me think I look fat. I know it normally happens close to my cycle so I'm guessing it's partially that and…