I've spent a lot of time trying to grapple with the thoughts in my head between active submission and topping/leading. I think it was difficult for me because i am so naturally inclined to take charge of things and get the job done when it comes to life that it got confused. Not confused intellectually … Continue reading Definitely maturing … active submission
Every time i write about this it really makes me laugh. Why? Well because when we were first searching out a network to learn and communicate with we ran into one such site that was less than helpful. It was okay if you were interested in sex, and sex, and pics and more sex .... … Continue reading Menopause and D/s, again!
*said laughingly on His way out* What, you don't like that? bunny: No, but i like chocolate though! *hint hint* Bear: You do???? *smirk* What happened to the chocolate in the middle drawer?? bunny: I had 2 periods this month, what do YOU think happened to the chocolate???? Bear: *chuckle chuckle* Ahhh ..... Bears are … Continue reading Evil Bears!
I left a comment for someone that has spurred on this post. I've written before about how going into peri menopause put my sex drive through the roof! Running around like a horny teenager all the time ... a one track mind for sure! I had this same conversation with a few vanilla friends so … Continue reading Peri menopause, dynamic, sex drive!
Some time ago I got a lot of flack over a post (or small set of posts) about not putting things on hold and frankly in my case not finding submission very hard .... A couple of people who disagreed commented on here but there was a least one who wrote on their own blog … Continue reading No, I don’t always get what I want …..
Good morning Sir, Happy Thursday! This isn't going to be a happy-go-lucky post today, I'm not feeling great and I thought I might as well document it here for both you and anyone reading who might want a full picture of what submission can look and feel like. It's not that there is anything wrong … Continue reading It has it’s up’s and down’s!
I need escape .... My mind is full My spirit running on empty I don't know the reason I don't know the why or what Things are changing, my body restless Bruises are back and the cold creeps from the outside in My body aches and my head wants to hide, buried deep in the … Continue reading Escape
I was reading today a post that made me remember some of the dark days in my past. Not the really dark days, that's another blog entirely, but the dark days (at least as dark as I ever want to be) in my relationship with Sir, my marriage. We have been together about 22 years … Continue reading Some Crazy Days
The title is sarcastic, just in case there is any confusion. This has been a particularly tough month(s). My body has had just about enough torment with the nursing home 'sleeping', Rotti carrying and now trying to play catch up on my healing with work and the wonderful monthly cycle accompanied by menopause. In the … Continue reading The joys of Menopause, and sex!
I've always been very strange in this thought I know .... probably because of my history but I have never once thought that I would like to be young again, I have never once wished for the good old days .... Now I know when you are little you always wish to be bigger so … Continue reading Confidence and Age = Sexy