Calming the mind! Thank you Sir ….

My very first post here, Sept 15, 2015 .... He still keeps the demons at bay.  I'm not sure how it works or why it helps but my maintenance spankings always seem to calm my mind. Maybe it's because I know you care enough to take control, maybe it's because I can let my mind…

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I think I have decided Sir ….

I've been thinking on this site and what to do with it for a while now. I've thought about making it private, I've thought about deleting it and I've thought about simply moving on ... I think for now I'm simply going to leave it as is and come back if and when inspiration of…

Truth of life …

I have a 'chat' open on the PC during the day so I can contact Sir and He can contact me, I don't have a cell phone. It started so the boys could reach me from school if they needed to, it has worked out well to keep us connected as well. Today He asked…

Life

I've been 'triggered' so I am writing this down, in case anyone else missed the point. Everything I write about has to do with what happens next. What happens when the fantasy wares off and real life takes hold once again. How do you make it last? I don't write about rules or rituals or…

Raspberries for Sir! LOL <3

Posted this May 2016, this weekend brought the post back to mind. That was fun Sir 😀 ❤ Did you know .... ... and they also cause large smiling faces on Sir! Especially if accompanied with a slight blush! Generally it starts on the top cheeks, but depending on Sir's mood could potentially move lower!!…

It IS the small stuff that makes it real.

I keep saying that the truth of submission is not about kneeling, or service or following orders, not for me anyway. The truth of my submission is about mindful actions, truth and honesty. The truth of my submission is about trust and openness. Something happened this morning, something that didn't work out very well for…

True ‘this’ and true ‘that’

You know what drives me a bit nutty? When I hear the terms 'true submissive' or 'Real dominant' - bleh! Everything in life is a choice, everyone has it in them to be and do whatever they like. I don't care for linear thinking, I don't care for narrow mindedness ... To be just one…

Something I can’t have

I need something now, something more, something calming, something I can't have. I might not be able to have it all just now but I can have some. Sir gets up much earlier than I do, for a bunch of reasons I am not expected to be up with Him. Today I needed more, today…

It’s not all kneeling and collars …

I've thought about writing this post for a while, or something like it but I never quite know where to go with it. Since I haven't anything else pressing right now and the rain is keeping me indoors I thought I'd give it a try. I have read my share of tales of what a…