I wasn't going to post this here but since it is an area where normal life and D/s cross I thought that perhaps I should let you see the what and hows. I remember in the beginning trying to figure out how people came up with rules and why some seemed so strange to me … Continue reading Still on ice!
I've always been a strong, sensible person. I have always been too stubborn to give in or give up. I've known my own strength, both in good and bad, for some time now. I am not weak, I am not meek, and I am not mild! LoL Do you know when I feel my submission … Continue reading Most submissive …
Have you ever found yourself in the situation where it's time to do something, something you had helped plan out and agreed to. Something that you knew was for the best, something you needed and wanted but ..... right now, well right now you just don't feel like it. So you drag your feet and … Continue reading Yup, quiet is best.
Just a jumbled mess of thoughts today, and hurried at that! I've been working out again like was the plan, I'm feeling great mentally .... I even tried 'testing' His resolve of the rule! Eeep! Hey, i might be a bunny but i'm part human too, what can i say!?!?! LoL It was a holiday … Continue reading Why rules …. in pain … rambling ….
I've been thinking on this one for a while now but just hadn't had the time to write it. Now that i do, i find myself distracted ..... so i hope i can make some sense!! *giggle* One thing i remember very distinctly in the beginning of our journey was conversations with other submissives trying … Continue reading Communication
The worst part of a wonderful weekend is how deeply i feel His absence on Monday .... *sigh*
Life is not tried, it is merely survived If you're standing outside the fire ~ Garth Brooks, "In Pieces" Some of you who have been around for a long while know that I love to 'speak through music'. I've mentioned before that I dissect song lyrics like others do Shakespeare .... I read a post … Continue reading Musical Friday! 😉
Sometimes things don't go according to plan, no matter how much you want to follow through with your rules and protocols, sometimes you just can't. Consistency is important for me to feel like this thing is for real, I'm also a bit of a perfectionist and so not doing what I'm supposed to be doing usually plays … Continue reading Plan change
This is something that had been in the back of my mind for a while but for some reason never came to be. Until now ... Since just after Christmas I have been having a really hard time physically, well it started before that really. This was something that had been going on more or … Continue reading One of my hidden needs …
It's interesting to me that the site itself brought me to crossroads as life too has done the same. Some things I knew already and some kind of snuck up on me when I started having more brain power and time to dedicate to our dynamic. It has been toned down considerably in regards to … Continue reading 1001 – The journey continues …