This is not D/s, not really but this is a rant i need to get off my chest. Please feel free to pass ... I know I'm supposed to be careful Sir and I know my physical state is important. I know I need to take it easy and I know I have to tread … Continue reading I just cut the f*cken grass! Sir … major rant.
I remember the early days when I was searching and learning and try to navigate the way through this new dynamic we had embraced. The surge of energy in the bedroom was obvious and we already knew it fit nicely into the rest of our days, the rest of our life. It was already set … Continue reading Feeding off each other
Before D/s, before Sir ... all my life was planned and thought through and analyzed. Nothing was spontaneous, every move, every sentence, everything was done only after all avenues had been thought through and considered thoroughly! The danger of leaving yourself vulnerable was everywhere and any slip was rewarded with serious and hurtful repercussions. As … Continue reading Having a dominant brought back my innocence
The Bear taught me to trust people. Well, sort of trust, and only some people. My world in general would be much darker and lonelier if the Bear hadn't shown me how to enjoy the company of others. I got an email from my friend today, she wanted to know when we could hang out. … Continue reading He taught me
A bit of a ramble, I think .... let's see where we end up, shall we? *wink* Part of my routine/rules is to moisturize twice per day, minimum. Why a rule? (rules to us are things that will be enforced/disciplined for if missed or disregarded, trouble.) When we were playing lots and lots and when … Continue reading Tempering the perfectionism neurosis
Okay, I'm back, with hopefully a real post this time. Did you all miss me?? *giggle* I was busy climbing the walls! *wink* I heard this 'report' some time back and I knew it was going to make an appearance here because, well, that's the only real way to get things out of my head. … Continue reading ‘Friend number’ and Poly
I'm listening to some old-time rock'n roll, getting things done and trying not to concentrate on the pain. This last month has seen me takes some pretty significant steps back but hey, that's the way life goes isn't it!?! Music has always been therapy for me, from mental and emotional outlets to simply getting me … Continue reading Kinky??
Outside the Wall (Waters) 1:42 All alone, or in two's, The ones who really love you Walk up and down outside the wall. Some hand in hand And some gathered together in bands. The bleeding hearts and artists Make their stand. And when they've given you their all Some stagger and fall, after all it's … Continue reading Baby, look how far we’ve come.
Yesterday I had an issue to take care of, an issue that has been ongoing for years now. One I thought had finally and quietly been taken care of but I was wrong and it required a firm hand. Dominant bunny it is than! *wink* My backyard looks more like a national part than it … Continue reading Dominant, not domme.
I have a question, related to something I read not too long ago. I think it might have been referring to me, maybe not. Either way it did get me thinking. Do you all enjoy when I share funny little bits and pieces of things that have happened here? Things that are not really deep or … Continue reading TMI?