The Punishment Conundrum

I messed something up today, and I really hate that I did. I have a hard time not doing things perfectly especially if it’s a let down to the Bear! I’ll try to explain ... I was supposed to make an appointment for the Bear today, well try to make an appointment anyway, I’m not…

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Demons

If you have paid any attention you know by now that I am very much into Imagine Dragons. They speak to me, on many levels and let me know that I am not alone. I believe the music keeps me mindful and sane. This was the very first song that spoke to me and I…

Taking it easy today, having some fun!

I've been having a fun conversation today that has me going down memory lane, a couple of conversations actually! *giggle* But this one has had me looking up my 'favourite things' and it has struck a chord! *grin* Some of you will know why that is funny, some of you will know just what this…

Sometimes …. I can be so confusing.

There are enough new people to the blog that I felt I should post this once more. In the beginning the posts read more like letters to my One and only because that’s why I started this blog in the first place. The paper was starting to stack up and we didn’t want to run the risk of the boys finding them, or anyone else for that matter.
Anyway, it explains just a bit of what The Bear needs to tackle as well, it can’t be easy watching me dominate in the world and then changing His own gears when the door to the outside world closes behind us.
If you are a dominant personality yourself you have an understanding of the type of momentum that carries, where ever you go. I’m not the only one trying to ‘flip the switch’ at the end of the day!

nijntje & The Bear

It does not escape me that I must be a walking, talking conundrum to you. I am likely the furthest thing from submissive you have ever seen male or female. I can only imagine how it is you get your mind around when, and how to treat me like the dominant soul that I am and then the submissive ‘bunny’ that you know.

I’ve never been a follower of the crowd, I make my own way. I don’t rely on others and I am more then capable of doing anything alone, but then you arrive and need to figure out how to lead and control this beast of a bunny! 😀

You are not loud and shouting and don’t try to over power or belittle, but you do make me listen and follow. Perhaps more appropriately, I should say you inspire me to listen and follow. It’s your strength of…

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Pink Floyd – Lost for Words

I was asked by someone if I had some songs I could recommend for listening, some songs that helped me when I was getting through things but as I started looking around it occurred to me that the choice of songs really depends on the issues you are trying to concur. My songs might not…

Here I go again on my own ….

.... can you hear the song??? *giggle* No, not really. I'm not on my own exactly, Sir is not away or anything like that but it was the song that started playing through my head when I was thinking whether or not to post this. It's about active submission, hence doing it 'on my own'…

So what was it anyway?

As I said in my last post, I was a bit frustrated from the night before and that's what started our entire shift in the first place. Now this part is entirely on me but it's something I still struggle with .... On Sunday night we had a wonderful surprise! It was the season premiere…

Sometimes Rabbits Rush

I did something the other night that when thinking clearly I knew I shouldn't. I rushed the Bear. I was unhappy and frustrated about something from the night before (just in general truthfully), I was over tired and over stressed and just plain worn out. Of course my mind had been working overtime for 24…