The more 'His' I become, the more of me gets out ...... I feel more and more myself all the time, more free, more alive, more the rebel ..... The bruises I wear today are of my choosing ..... *grin* https://youtu.be/VdphvuyaV_I Happy Sunday! ❤
https://youtu.be/u9Dg-g7t2l4 I heard this some time ago and I find it eerily comforting. I think it explains the what, 'silence', and the how to escape it. I think in one manner or another this is what we all feel when we don't feel connected. I will be back to this, there are many, many words … Continue reading Inspiration
I was answering a comment and as usual came up with more detailed information that might be of interest or value for everyone to read. So, I have decided to tweak it and place it here. As to my recent attempts of describing my ‘sub type’, it’s more an exercise to explain rather than discover. … Continue reading Blog Comment, turned post!
When we first started down this path I was the one to ask the Bear to try out this 'lifestyle'. It was shortly after we had already decided to play around in the bedroom with some of these concepts and rituals. I was enjoying the quiet my mind felt when we played that way and … Continue reading Me, stubborn? Nah!
This is one of my favourite artists and I think a lot of people reference him but really don't know what he's saying. Personally I think he's brilliant, I think he has had a lot to work through in life and I think he's showing people the way out of h3ll. Or trying to .... … Continue reading I wasn’t going to but …
Most of my day I walk around 'at the ready'. There are things needing my attention and things that can be very hard to deal with from time to time. Then in walks the Bear. 'Come here, little girl' he says as I walk over to him with a smile on my face. When He … Continue reading Something a little lighter
I don't give my respect easily. That's not to say I don't act respectfully, I just happen to have very high standards that seem to be a thing of the past these days. Once my respect is lost however, it's gone for good. Is that right? Is that wrong? I can't say, but it is … Continue reading Respect – Limits
If you are a self-righteous, sanctimonious j@ckAss who runs around constantly stating or insinuating that 'nilla is not as good as you, as connected as you, as deep in meaning as you because you practice your version of BDSM than I will call you out on it, I will stand my ground and I will … Continue reading Let’s get this straight. *personal rant*
Originally posted Feb 2017 but it's on my mind again. I'm working on something and it will be related. If you haven't yet seen this one, I hope you enjoy! 😀 For some reason this thought was on my mind this morning when I crawled out of bed .... I am married first, D/s or … Continue reading Married First
Still rockin' out to some music, still getting things done. Doing some math as I go along. O's + bunny = happy! *wink* no two ways about it. 😉 Sneaking in more play time is paying off, even if it is at 4 am! Hurry home Evilness, can't wait .... You taught me the ways … Continue reading Submissive to Him, maybe, but with attitude! *chuckle*