I’ve always been a strong, sensible person. I have always been too stubborn to give in or give up.
I’ve known my own strength, both in good and bad, for some time now.
I am not weak, I am not meek, and I am not mild! LoL
Do you know when I feel my submission most?
It’s not when I’m vulnerable and needy. Those are not really qualities I dwell in, not much and not often. It’s true because the things I say and do with Him come from a place of strength, not worry and fear and even vulnerability.
Like a wolf on my back showing my neck to Him, I am not in fear, I am in strength and security for I hold no doubts. I have complete trust and for me at least, that has no place for fear.
The time I feel my submission the most is when I look around and say to myself:
‘I could, but I choose not to, I choose to follow’.