i’ve often written about how my body likes to betray me and how it’s a real ‘kink’ in our kink! π
i wasn’t sure if i was really getting the idea across very well and since i have recently started sharing some pictures, well, i got an idea! to share just what i’m talking about with some help from a camera!
i have talked about how my knees, elbows, ankles and well – ALL my joints are subject to a flare in one way or another …. so THIS is the type of thing i mean.
i showered yesterday after doing chores and before work, about 1 pm. my knee looked fine although it has been very sore for a while now.
when Master went to undress me after work, about 6:30 ish THIS is what i found. now, you would think that if you smashed into something that good, it would be, or should be, memorable. NOPE, nothing that i can think of except that it is the knee that bothers me the most and it has been quite the pain in the rear for over a month now.
i have similar marks on my elbow that reach from one side of the joint to the other and my ankles as well. thankfully the ankle is much smaller of a mark – for now! it hurts me just to try to move around under the covers – i know – such heavy things like sheets and blankets do normally cause pain and bruising, right?!?! (excuse my sarcasm but i am rather frustrated lately.)
when my body goes into flares that carry on and on eventually EVERYTHING hurts, all the time with no relief. my hands swell up, my fingers also have magical bruises and they basically stop working and start shaking and dropping everything i try to grab and hold.
it’s not a wonder i get grumpy i suppose and when Bear is less than on the ball with His corrections and expectations – things just get worse.
so yeah, all of this did eventually cumulate in a punishment for me and although my body still hurts, my mind is slightly less irritated.
TGIF β€ n