Bored of the fish bowl ….

Did you exchange
A walk-on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

Getting excited, but only for one part of what i was hoping to be quite an adventure. Putting my imagination away …..

“Wish You Were Here”

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
A walk-on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We’re just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

Inspiration

I heard this some time ago and I find it eerily comforting.

I think it explains the what, ‘silence’, and the how to escape it. I think in one manner or another this is what we all feel when we don’t feel connected.

I will be back to this, there are many, many words in my head ….. but the Bear is home with dinner and so I will go! Wish you a good weekend and please ……

DON’T be silent.

 

Come with me, my love?

Long weekend ahead and a perfectly good time to lose the rest and our selves in the fantasy. Even if just a little while.

Ready to follow me to the other side, Sir? Where ‘responsibilities’ are on the back burner and WE are the main event? *wink*

Let’s get lost in paradise ….. together.

Happy Friday! ❤

Go out dear(s) …. I’ll pay!

OYE! My child …..

My oldest has been giving me a run for my money, for a while …… and now again. UGH

Our play time has been pushed off and interrupted more times than i can count and impact/spankings (maintenance) just to keep things going have also been impossible! There is always someone around, noise is an issue obviously so best laid plans get set aside, again and again.

No O’s that are ‘the one’, no play and no spankings ….

I have been ‘on’ constantly for over a month now, my time has been spent running and emailing and phone calling. Planning and prepping and explaining ….. two boys, two sets of issues makes for a very busy rabbit!

The world has been such a whirlwind lately that I’m leaving heads spinning in my wake. Managing one or two issues at a time and making sure everyone gets what they need. Well, everyone but me.

I don’t get grumpy or impatient when I am in control, I don’t lose my temper or freak out. I don’t stress outwardly at all …. my body pays the price, nothing or no one else.

My muscles are stiff and my chronic pain gets exaggerated. Neck and shoulders tense and the pain shoots up my neck and down my spine. My arms are going numb and now, I have chest pains ….. I keep my stress on the inside, can you tell?? *chuckle*

** Don’t worry, it’s not a heart attack or stroke, it’s just me. **

My oldest gets frustrated and overwhelmed and he likes to lash out at me, and that’s what he’s doing right now. I’m holding my ground and keeping myself reasonable and responsible but ……  it is getting tempting to tell him RIGHT WHERE TO GO, too! *chuckle* I won’t, don’t worry, but a girl can dream can’t she??

So in the mean time, and while i wait patiently ……  if only they would leave the house!

When …

When I get to the end of my life, I don’t want to worry about if I fit the label or not.

When I get to the end I won’t worry if the others understood.

When I get to the end I won’t care if I was a twue this or that. I won’t care if He was ….

When I get to the end I won’t care how much money is in my bank account.

When I get to the end I won’t care if my car is ‘cool’ enough.

When I get to the end I won’t care if my kids got straight ‘A’s, finished school on time or got a prestigious job.

When I get to the end … all that society looks at and ‘likes’ won’t matter one bit.

******

I want to be a person who lived with honour and humility.

I want to be a person who gave a helping hand when she could, without asking for recognition or reward.

Mostly, I want to be a person who made sure that those I care about know it.

******

It’s not about pain, play, or labels and fitting the box.

It’s about connecting with those around you in your true and raw form. It’s about living …. until you die.

Happy Monday All! 🙂

Kinky??

I’m listening to some old-time rock’n roll, getting things done and trying not to concentrate on the pain. This last month has seen me takes some pretty significant steps back but hey, that’s the way life goes isn’t it!?!

Music has always been therapy for me, from mental and emotional outlets to simply getting me moving and helping with the ‘rehab’. Songs bring back memories as well and this one was probably the first ever kinky conversation I ever had! *chuckle* It didn’t seem kinky at the time, to us it was just part of the fun, probably didn’t even know there was a difference at the time or that others didn’t do it, ‘this way’! *chuckle*

I’m not sure how old we were but I don’t think I was even in my teens yet. Sitting around with my younger brother (by a year) after a long day’s work and just relaxing and ‘shooting the sh*t’ as they say. We were enjoying some treat, rare for us, but it involved whipped cream. Some how the conversation got from desert to whipped cream, to the fact that neither of us liked the one in the can. The tub of ‘Cool Whip” was by far the favourite.

From there it went to “Can you imagine …” the pretty little swirl of the can was by far sexier BUT if you are gagging trying to lick it up it kind of loses its charm! *totally laughing now* So then it’s actions and sound effects of what the tub version would look like and how ‘sexy’ the spooning and blobbing it on someone would be! NOT! LMAO

Time to get back at it! Happy Hump Day All!! *giggle*

 

 

Jason Mraz – Have It All

Too much swimming in my head lately to be able to put into words. I have no ambition to do so. I’ll leave you with this and wish you all a good day, a good week, a good life.

Patience and acceptance are often preached but rarely practiced.

Peace and happiness come from within. ~n

May you have auspiciousness and causes of success
May you have the confidence to always do your best
May you take no effort in your being generous
Sharing what you can, nothing more nothing less
May you know the meaning of the word happiness
May you always lead from the beating in your chest
May you be treated like an esteemed guest
May you get to rest, may you catch your breath
And may the best of your todays be the worst of your tomorrows
And may the road less paved be the road that you follow
Well here’s to the hearts that you’re gonna break
Here’s to the lives that you’re gonna change
Here’s to the infinite possible ways to love you
I want you to have it
Here’s to the good times we’re gonna have
You don’t need money, you got a free pass
Here’s to the fact that I’ll be sad without you
I want you to have it all
Oh! I want you to have it all
I want you to have it
I want you to have it all
May you be as fascinating as a slap bracelet
May you keep the chaos and the clutter off your desk
May you have unquestionable health and less stress
Having no possessions though immeasurable wealth
May you get a gold star on your next test
May your educated guesses always be correct
And may you win prizes shining like diamonds
May you really own it each moment to the next
And may the best of your todays be the worst of your tomorrows
And may the road less paved be the road that you follow
Well here’s to the hearts that you’re gonna break
Here’s to the lives that you’re gonna change
Here’s to the infinite possible ways to love you
I want you to have it
Here’s to the good times we’re gonna have
You don’t need money, you got a free pass
Here’s to the fact that I’ll be sad without you
I want you to have it all
Oh, I want you to have it all
I want you to have it
I want you to have it all
Oh, I want you to have it all
All you can imagine
All, no matter what your path is
If you believe it then anything can happen
Go, go, go raise your glasses
Go, go, go you can have it all
I toast you
Here’s to the hearts that you’re gonna break
Here’s to the lives that you’re gonna change
Here’s to the infinite possible ways to love you
I want you to have it
Here’s to the good times we’re gonna have
You don’t need money, you got a free pass
Here’s to the fact that I’ll be sad without you
I want you to have it all
Oh, I want you to have it all
I want you to have it
I want you to have it all
Here’s to the good times we’re gonna have
Here’s to you always making me laugh
Here’s to the fact that I’ll be sad without you
I want you to have it all
Songwriters: Becky Gebhardt / Mai Bloomfield / Mona Tavakoli / Chaska Potter / Jacob Kasher / David Hodges / Jason Mraz
Have It All lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

Fairy tales and other lies

Tales of Don Juan they’re very poetic babe
But out on the streets out there
The true verse of life is written

This is to everyone still trying to copy ‘that book’ or chasing that fantasy.

“Sinking Like A Sunset”

She’s thinking about the prince and Cinderella
And the outlaws, and the hustlers, and the heroes
That never seem to fall

It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter what
The outcome of the story is
Because in real life I try to tell her
It’s not like that at all

Oh, won’t you please just hold out now
‘Cause there’s some things I’d like you to forget
When your world is sinking like a sunset

Tales of Don Juan, they’re very poetic, babe
But out on the streets out there
The true verse of life is written

You know it’s really a shame
When you’ve got to let go of all the things you love
Like a fighter he really bleeds
When he must hang up his gloves

No I am not a rock and I can feel it now
But for a moment, I’d like to forget
That my heart is sinking like a sunset

No no no no no no no no
Sinking like a sunset
No no no no no no no no
Sinking like a sunset
No no no no no no no no

Everybody has a story
Some are tragic and some find glory
But it feels more real when you’re here
Right next to me

You can walk too far out on that ledge
And you might lose your mind
You know I need you now
You’re the angel that keeps me in line

The old sergeant has broken down
He’s grown senile
He shouts, “kill the bastards!” in the night
‘Cause he’s all out of time

So don’t hold out, let’s make love right now
‘Cause there’s some things I’d like to forget
When our hearts are sinkin’ like a sunset

Won’t you hold me now and make things alright
‘Cause when you’re with me here
The sun comes out at night, making me forget
We’re sinking like a sunset

No no no no no no no no
Sinking like a sunset

No no no no no no no no
Sinking like a sunset

No no no no no no no no
Sinking like a sunset

No no no no no no no no
Sinking like a sunset

No no no no no no no no
No no no no no no no no
No no no no no no no no
No no no no no no no no
Sinking like a sunset

Songwriters: Annette Ducharme
Sinking Like a Sunset lyrics © Peermusic Publishing

Today’s theme :)

“Hold On We’re Going Home”
(feat. Majid)

I got my eyes on you
You’re everything that I see
I want your high love and emotion endlessly
I can’t get over you
You left your mark on me
I want your high love and emotion endlessly

Cause you’re a good girl and you know it
You act so different around me
Cause you’re a good girl and you know it
I know exactly who you could be
Just hold on we’re going home
Just hold on we’re going home
It’s hard to do these things alone
Just hold on we’re going home (home)

I got my eyes on you
You’re everything that I see
I want your high love and emotion endlessly
I can’t get over you
You left your mark on me
I want your high love and emotion endlessly

Cause you’re a good girl and you know it (oh yeah)
You act so different around me
Cause you’re a good girl and you know it
I know exactly who you could be

So just hold on we’re going home (going home)
Just hold on we’re going home (going home)
It’s hard to do these things alone (things alone)
Just hold on we’re going home (going home, going home)

You’re the girl
You’re the one
Gave you everything I love
I think there’s something, baby
I think there’s something, baby

You’re the girl
You’re the one
Gave you everything I love
I think there’s something, baby
I think there’s something, baby

Cause you’re a good girl and you know it
You act so different around me
Cause you’re a good girl and you know it
I know exactly who you could be

Oh just hold on we’re going home (going home)
Just hold on we’re going home (going home)
It’s hard to do these things alone (things alone)
Just hold on we’re going home (going home, going home)
Hold on

 

It’s always been obvious, Sir! *smirk*

Secret Fires
Burning Inside Me Unknown
Ragging On
Never Mentioned
Only You
Can Uncover The Flames
Break Their Silence
And Make Them Dance
For Us To See Them
And Break Their Chains
And Give Them Freedom

Read more: Gowan – Moonlight Desires Lyrics | MetroLyrics

I’ve always lived through ‘my music’ LoL I think The Bear sees it in a whole new light since this adventure of ours started! *wink* ❤