Normally after his lumbar and marrow test, we hear back from the doctor within a day or two. That was Tuesday, today is Sunday …. no word yet.

The last time I remember not having any word was when the Leukemia had relapsed.

I am trying not to dwell on that, I am trying to think only positive thoughts and that the doctor is simply coordinating with the other hospital in Toronto for the stem cell transplant before he calls us back.

No point in making two calls when you only need to make one, right? He is a very busy man after all with the staff shortages etc. He had mentioned if we wanted to go ahead to call him back and he would let TO know on Friday and video conference with them likely Tuesday.

That’s the reason we haven’t heard, right?

*sigh* It damn well better be!

Kink too has been frustrating, both Bear and I have been under the weather and trying our damndest not to make W sick! My condition being as it is always likes to stick it’s head in for the worst possible times too!

I’ve been bleeding for over 2 weeks and this morning I started bleeding even harder! Like blood clots really instead or a normal mensural cycle. Sorry boys …. but it’s true. Needless to say kink and sex may not fix everything but they do give us an outlet and a connection that we have come to rely on.

I’d be worried about the bleeding only it’s not the first time, it happens more often then I like. Not normally for weeks at a time but the crazy amount of blood and lack of energy etc is my monthly normal. UGH

“Just keep swimming, just keep swimming!”


7 thoughts on “*Crickets*

    1. Hi! And thank you 🙂 we are home now and recovery seems to be going well. We are very hopeful!
      I know I need to get back here but I just haven’t had anything to say.


  1. I rarely log in to WP anymore and realized you have not posted in forever. I dread hearing bad news, and am afraid your life may have taken a bad turn. I do want you to know you’re on my mind and in my heart. If you ever feel like chatting, I’m here and you can also email me. elandelmar@gmail…


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