I hate the feeling of seemingly running from side to side, trying to figure out what it is I am supposed to do next, or want to do next. The organized, deliberate side of me gets really irritated- annoyed – twitchy!
Funny enough this is the side effect of too much ‘vanilla’ in my life.
I get off center and in turn, distracted. My mind is running races in there and I’m struggling to get any one thing done to my liking. Frazzled …
I kind of ‘wake’ from this haze on my knees, normally in the sunshine coming in through my bedroom window.
No, He isn’t here – it’s not kinky. It’s muscle memory I guess, reaching for what I know calms the rabbit!
No, it’s not all roses all the time …. life. Oh well. *smiles* All is still great BTW, no need to worry. Just a bit too vanilla right now.
Happy Friday ❤