These past weeks I have been lucky enough to have most of the day to myself. In these hours I have chosen to work on my active submission.
I’ve done things to enhance my mindset and have done things that I know enhance His. It has really been great, we are both (i think) very much engaged in the dominant/submissive vibe and comfortable doing so.
Today however, i have to work all day and so the kink and BDSM is on hold.
I can feel myself slipping into sub drop, the scattered, anxious energy of trying to figure out what to do next. It’s like having no direction …. It is uncomfortable and stressful.
This is what D/s takes away for me. This is why our dynamic works well, but it does have consequences sometimes. Like ‘sub drop’ when you aren’t prepared for the change of energy dictated by ‘life’!
I haven’t experienced anything like this in years …. fortunately i know just what to do about it, just as soon as He gets home. ❤
Happy Monday! 🙂