I’m in slightly less pain today so i have slightly more patience. Not much, the levels of pain i have leave very little room for thought or concentration.
He is trying, i know He is and i just needed ask for what i wanted/needed and it would have been done. I know that too ….
I’m just exhausted and aching and this needs to stop. I need help, i need a damn doctor! We were supposed to start with a new family doctor in November, well November is almost over and we have yet to hear anything from her.
I always get worse when the temperature drops and it most certainly has done that. My leg and ankle hurt so badly that it keeps me constantly shifting trying to find some position that might be manageable. Walking is torture and by days end the pain is just searing and all over my body.
Sleep is fleeting as you can well imagine.
So yeah, tapping into my ‘submissive’ energy is hard to do right now. I need to stay strong and fight the good fight, still … more … again. My warrior is in full force, i have no choice.
He misses His bunny, it makes Him ‘off’ as well.
So, onward once more. Maybe i can manage some energy tonight to do some of those posturing things He likes! I guess we’ll see.
Thank you to those who reached out. ❤