Rx BDSM (ii)

A few days ago Bear was inspired and decided to play with me before bed. I use the term play because to me that’s what it is. It’s not pretend but it’s not serious and it’s not just sex. It’s more than sex, at least it is to me.

Sex is great of course, but in and of itself it simply doesn’t have the same over all effect on me as BDSM does. The difference? Well to me the act and energy are different and BDSM will very often not include the normal sexual acts …. if that makes sense to you all.

It’s very sexual in nature, at least it was this time, but it’s not the PIV in two or three positions until orgasm. It’s just different, so to me it’s play. He is playing my body like a toy to be used and enjoyed and of course treasured and well taken care of!

So, for the last few days i’ve been more interested in getting things clean and tidy and to His liking. My personal energy in doing these things has a different feel to it, sure the actions are the same but in my mind i see them differently, less bothersome.

My attitude/energy as well has changed. I’m more relaxed, more energetic, more at peace in my own mind.

Once i am able to tap into this energy THEN spankings help to maintain it (still not possible here but hey! one can hope … ) and domestic services are more submissive feeling and even sexual service for *Him* alone runs through my mind.

It’s more difficult at times to concentrate on what i need to be doing granted, but it’s well worth the bother!! 😛

I’m quite certain that He enjoys having me chase and tease and just generally pursue Him as well! He likes telling me ‘no’ just to watch me pout. Then, changing direction and taking me at will …..

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Ahhhh, told you, distracted! 😛 LoL

 

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