Things are pretty tense around here as usual, new school semester brings new challenges. The weather likes to act up at just the right moment and me …..
I’m left carrying so much tension in my neck and shoulders that every move is torture, and not the kind I like!! 😛 Its traveled most of the way down my back now, it feels like a fire searing my body. Not fun ….
I’m not the ‘sit still’ type, getting a massage although common place for this type of thing doesn’t work for me. Trying to ‘relax’ only adds to the tension in my case, it causes my blood pressure to go up! UGH
My daydream is of cold steel and industrial hooks. The bite of a flogger, the pull of your hand …. release from the tension that plagues me now.
The truth is that none of that can happen. No time, no space, not enough privacy to play to the intensity I need. So we wait ….
We’ve got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when that’s all that you’ve got
Everything else is just a tease …….
…… apparently I do engage in some tease and denial, go figure!! 😛
Holdin’ on and living on a prayer …. remember the quiet days, Sir?? ❤