It’s been a while since I posted a musical inspiration, what the heck was I thinking!?!?! LoL
I’m seeing all the angles, starts to get tangled
I start to compromise
My life and the purpose
Is it all worth it,
Am I gonna turn out fine?
Taking it easy when I need to, getting things done slowly but surely. Not much more I can do right now and that’s okay. I’m not willing to compromise my life and its purpose for the approval of the world at large.
At the end of the day I’m the one who needs to go to bed with what I’ve done, no one else.
I’ve thought for a long time that we might have to sell the home we live in because it was going to be too much for me to handle sooner rather than later, now, for some reason I’m starting to think that I might be able to keep it a bit longer. I think we might be able to enjoy what we have worked so hard for all these years after all.
If I pace myself and get help when needed I think I might be well enough, most often, to be able to keep up after all. At least for a little while yet. That brings a smile to my face. It’s an old Georgian style, a real pain in the @ss really! *chuckle* There is only so much you can change and upgrade without losing the integrity of the style, so we don’t change it, we make due.
The yard is huge and requires a lot of maintenance on a regular basis or it will very quickly get away from you. When we moved in the older gentleman before hadn’t been able to keep up and it had gotten quite wild. It’s been a labour of love as they say but it’s one of my favourite places to sit and read in the summer, or anytime really when the weather cooperates! *chuckle*
In the winter I like to sit in the library and look out the picture window. The winter animals scurry here and there and occasionally take me away from my reading or writing. Other times the empty, frozen canopy glistens against the crisp blue sky. It’s mesmerizing ….. hours pass and coffee gets cold before I realize how long I’ve been there.
Yeah, it’s worth the work and the inconveniences here and there … *wink* I’ve just got to pace myself.
Maybe we can stay, a bit longer after all. What do you think, Bear? ❤
*** maybe this post ended up in the wrong place! Ooopps! *giggle* Oh well! Even D/s life isn’t all about spankings. The musical inspiration stands however, you know those ebbs and flows everyone talks about. ***