This is not new and it’s not the first time. I’m struggling but probably not how you think!
I’m struggling to write here, on this blog. I started this with lots of ideas and lots to say. I also used to read and listen to many other people out there in the blogosphere …. I don’t put much time towards that any more.
Some of the things I read bothered me, some made me want to speak out. Some triggered thoughts of how and what and why …. Some were just simply for fun.
I used this format as a way to ‘think out loud’ at times.
I don’t get much in terms of comments which is fine but it doesn’t give me any ideas to jump off of, to live to write another day … 😛 LoL
Life with the boys is ‘life’, not a whole lot to comment on that hasn’t already been said.
Life with me and the Bear is great, we always want more time for kink but who doesn’t? *smirk* Our connection is great, our time together always well taken advantage of. We don’t have issues or disconnect, we don’t have questions and we don’t have anything requiring attention.
We spend time together every day ….
We talk together ….
We touch together ….
We play together ….
We work together …..
If something does come up we tackle it together …..
When we can sneak in a moment or two we kink it up together! *grin*
I don’t believe in labels, I couldn’t care less if i ‘fit’. I don’t follow the crowd and I don’t believe anyone who says they have all the answers.
This isn’t just a dynamic, its my life. We are who we are every moment of the day, sometimes the dynamic is more obvious and sometimes less. I’m fine either way ….
If I need more I go to Him, He has never turned me away. If He needs more, I’m at His service, without fail.
I don’t know what else to write about …… but i like to write.
That’s my struggle.