I’ve been in an odd mood lately, well maybe not odd for me, I’ve been feeling kind of disconnected from the things around me. Mostly just walking around in the world but living in my head. If I used to be more active on your blog and now seem to have disappeared I just want to let you know, it’s not you it’s me!

Physically I’ve been in so much pain lately that I’m walking around in a constant haze, that’s not helping me to come down to earth either.

I have a pretty big craving for some serious play time but there is no way to put that into effect right now. No I don’t mean sex and kink I mean string me up and push me to my limits type play. The type that leaves you completely out of your head and floating, exhausted …. that type! The type that shocks you back to life. Oh well …

Which reminds me, one of these days I will write about why safewords are necessary and have nothing to do with how much you trust/know each other or how committed you are to letting your dominant lead and not topping. Maybe you don’t play that hard but don’t assume that people with safewords in place are any less connected or committed.

Anyhow, for now I’ll live in my music and get my kicks the best I can! *wink* This pretty much says it all!



7 thoughts on “Disconnected

  1. sweet girl – although no physical pain – i also am feeling so disconnected but slowly but surely coming around. our lives have changed so dramatically and Master has been absent – etc etc etc – but slowly … be well sweet dear one, i pray the pain leaves you x


    1. Oh thank you, missagatha! This has been a life long issue and seems to go in cycles, the last few years have been a down ward spiral, more bad days than good, lucky me! I’m hoping for an upswing soon! πŸ˜‰

      I’m sorry to hear about the distance in your life, change can be difficult sometimes. I hope things see you back in balance soon as well!


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