It’s amazing what a mind can accomplish, both positive or negative!
As always, writing things down helps me make sense of the noise in my brain, and that combined with a very attentive and invested dominant/husband usually means that things are resolved rather quickly. It also helps that I pay very close attention to any needs or changes that might be happening and I’m always certain to have them addressed one way or the other.
I/We haven’t yet come up with a game plan for the transition from work to home mindset (although I do have some specific ideas, we just haven’t had a chance to get into a full discussion – life, you know …) but there have been other things that Sir has been on top of and as a result I’m not finding myself completely leaving the mindset behind in the first place. It helps that He has added some simple requests to my day and work is a bit quiet for this first week back.
The short and long of it is that last evening I was very comfortable on my new(ish) electric blanket, enjoying the sounds of Mozart and Schubert and blissfully floating away to the sting of Sir’s flogger. The only thing apparent was the way the impact felt on the various parts of my skin and how the energy traveled from the point of impact and through the surrounding muscle and tissue …. It did not take long before my eyes were closed and my mind was clear of everything else!
Complete and total relaxed ecstasy!
This does not happen easily for me, things really do need to be just ‘so’ in order for me to have a chance of total quiet! The new ideas plus the hopefully soon to be employed ‘meditation’ practices will hopefully see me having more and more of these calm and quiet moments. When we first started playing this way the things progressed more quickly to quiet because they were so new and unknown that my mind had no choice but to focus on only being His, but as with everything else in life time and repetition will rob you of the excitement and ‘high’ IF you let it! I have no intention of letting that happen ….
So for now, my mood is great as usual but my body is also 50% less sore than it was just yesterday and I haven’t had to take anything for pain! Now that is good news! 😀
Thank You Sir!! Love You Always ❤ !!