Humm, interesting development

So, I’ve never been the type to rely on or look to(?) someone else. Not entirely sure how to state that, I will try to explain. It has kind of got me off guard and honestly not sure if I like it …

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Up until this point and with every single person I have ever met I have never once felt anything less than dominant. I’m not saying disrespectful, or better than anyone, or full of myself or anything of that nature, I mean dominant, truly dominant not a shouting, my way or the highway want-to-be.

So today I found myself in a situation that I recognized another dominant personality (male) and my instincts went to a very submissive way of being. I’m not sure exactly how to describe it, I wasn’t turned on or looking for help or anything it was just a calm (?) understanding and made me want to listen (?). That’s not to say that I don’t normally listen to people who are intelligent and having something to say, it was a different kind of listen (?).

I really have no clue how to describe this. I didn’t feel like I had to be my regular kick @ss self, like it would be fine to let my guard down. Outside of Sir I truly NEVER let my guard down.

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Anyone know what I’m trying to explain? Anyone know what the heck I’m talking about?

Is it because I instinctively recognized another personality that would also be respectful and true (a DOM), or is it just because I know Sir will fix it if something goes wrong? Or have I lost my edge …?

I may have dropped my walls for Sir a long time ago but the outside world has never seen my self …. what the heck is going on here?

Love You Sir ❤

 

 

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