The weekend was wonderful as usual but I would be lying if I said I wasn’t missing some play time. I know you are working hard on other aspects of this dynamic and things are going really well. The fact that you knew something was off immediately tells me that I have definitely made the right choice in trusting you with this. You might not have known exactly what, but that will come with time and practice. 🙂
I’m glad you’ve decided to use some tasks again today, I was starting to think that perhaps you had forgot about them. They help me to stay connected to you when I know I am doing things because you said so….(and they are fun usually too!) I can’t deny that I have a pretty high sex drive and they help with that as well, although they are not as satisfying as you might think Sir! Normally it helps ‘take the edge off’ as they say but just leaves me hoping you have something very exciting or rough planned for later, because I will probably be getting more and more worked up as the day goes on.
As to BDSM play – I really think we/you need to commit yourself to a certain number per month. After having tried it I really would like to keep going. In my opinion the ‘pay off’ I get for being at your service whenever and whatever you want is that I get play time. (I’m not saying that being at your service is not fun, or extremely hot when you decide to really take me!) 😉
Besides being my reward it is also very relaxing and calming to go into that place ….. Just like the maintenance spankings do it for you (and me too) so does the being tied up and at your mercy do it for me. You could possibly look at combining the two things? You have said that you can’t seem to get enough at those times. Perhaps you could plan some for earlier in the day and then proceed into some more play. (I know, there is that planning word again.)
I suppose having me tied up during one of your maintenance sessions is what they call a spanking scene. You could move from one area and position to another and maybe use some toys or orgasms in between. Instant scene idea for you Sir! 🙂 I hope you agree because it sounds very much like a hot scene to me…with things we both would really enjoy!
Love you always