It was quite the bed time last night. Sorry I had a little explosion all over you again. I swear just when you think things are done and over with something else comes up and bites you in the ass. (And no where as good as when you do it Sir.) I know I shouldn’t even bother with it but sometimes I just can’t seem to shake it off.
Thank you again for being there, for getting me through, for making me okay ….. just like you always have. I swear you are the reason I still feel human. You are my rock when I need you and my soft place to fall. You still want to know why I will happily follow you? I want to do everything I can to please you, everything I can to show you how much you mean to me, and at the end of the day I want to be totally consumed by you. I want to know you want me that much that you can’t and won’t let me go.
I love being completely helpless in your arms, it’s the only chance I get to let go of all the stress and all the crap. I get to put all my trust in you, no thinking just feeling. It’s extremely freeing to have no control what so ever … I guess that’s why I want you to tie me up and take control. Raw passion, rough and rugged and all consuming ….
Kind of rambling today I guess…. Love you!